I truly hope it’s okay that I write. Maybe you get tired of everyone writing in amazement! 🙂 I don’t mean to bother you, but I have to tell you how much my reading at the on-line show meant to me. Until 6 months ago, my belief in eternal life was strong. Then, when I lost someone who I feel was (and is) truly a part of me, my faith in what I had always known wavered, and I was so afraid that there was no purpose to anything. If my Steve (and I don’t mind using his name because you already gave it to me in the very first on-line show I attended) could die, what could possibly be the point of anything. I don’t feel that way anymore (99% of the time) which is why I feel okay saying that now. The readings I’ve had from you have been comforting, but even then for a while I would try to explain away everything as coincidence. That makes me laugh now. I’ve had so much happen – so much communication from him – amazing things. And these things along with my readings have let me know that my Steve is still here. In this last reading, you did something I never dreamed imaginable. You not only gave new specific facts to confirm his identity, but you brought up things that are happening in my life now and things that I have specifically talked to him about. Another thing I noticed (in this last reading and one before), you have used the same words Steve used in one of the recordings I have of him. Some could count this as coincidence, too, but these are not every day words or phrases – “par for the course” – “fanfare.” Also, I had JUST talked to Steve about what in the world would it be like if I lived another 50 years and was an old, old lady. What we he think then? And I said, “Well, I guess we’ll be just like that couple in Titanic – you’ll be young now (he’s 42) and I’ll be an old lady, but when it’s my time I’ll step off the edge of that ship into the ocean and you’ll be there waiting and I’ll be young again.” And in my last reading you said, “The Titanic. Interesting.” That’s all you said about it, but that was enough. You also mentioned that I amuse him to no end…that he loved my little habits. Niki, Steve always got such a kick out of me (I don’t mean that in a egotistical way). I usually didn’t mean to make him laugh at me, but I always loved it when he did. I told you that I feel him being amused now, and this is true. I have said, “Don’t laugh at me, Steve,” but I smile when I say it because I still love it. You also hit on a habit of mine that I knew I did but didn’t realize I was so known for – scrunching my nose. I asked a group of people after that reading if I scrunched my nose. All 12 looked at me and simultaneously said, “Yessss.” LOL Guess I’m just a skeptical person because that’s when I do it. There were many more meaningful messages in my reading, but I have to limit my writing at some point. 🙂
I had a dream that I was talking to Steve about mediums and he said to stay with you because you “got him.” I will definitely be back. (I do know, though, that he might not always come through and that’s okay.) I’m trying very much not to rely solely on my readings because I know now I have to live my life here. I’m also learning that I am able to communicate with him myself. It’s just nice to have confirmation of this every so often. I just really wanted to share these things with you and thank you for the HOPE you provide. God bless you, Niki.
